A twist in my story

2012-02-12T18:01:00.001-08:00

TODAY IS GREAT! =D

2012-02-06T19:59:00.001-08:00

TODAY IS GREAT! =D

Sorry

2012-02-06T05:26:00.000-08:00

So sorry mum and dad...
I know you don't like to see me getting tired just to earn some money while i'm still studying.
I know you all have felt something not right in me these days.
You know i won't act so stupidly by working for 9 hours and only earn rm30 each day.

My mum and dad keep pleading me not to go work and concentrate on my studies...
But I kept resisting...and said NO!
But in my heart,
"So sorry..i cannot control my emotions. I just gotta end it the way I started it.Just give me 1 week time..
I promise,I will get control of myself back very soon".

You always ask me...

2012-02-05T15:15:00.000-08:00

You always ask me why do I think I'm stupid.
But i never give u the answer...cos it's stupid you know.

You wanted to know so much right???
I tell you NOW!!!
Because I have fell in love with you!
And the thing is you have overloaded my mind these days.
I can't concentrate on much things now..
I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE!

And my heart told myself, I'll do anything for you.
My parents always advised me that...
Do not find a girlfriend early..
Do study hard,work hard..
Do not spend unneccessary money..especially just for girls such as gift.

But I couldn't do it..cos my heart and brain don't allow me to stop.
And thar's why I'm stupid to sacrifice myself for you.

I'm might not good in making u smile... but I hope I can buy you a smile.

2012-02-05T00:40:00.000-08:00

Today is my 1st day of working...
As a waiter in a Dim Sum restaurant.

And i just came back. I'm very tired.
I worked for 9 HOURS but only get RM30!!!
But i know don't have a choice...because I need to collect as much money as I could in less than 2weeks.

I felt very down..coz as a newbie,as expected I will...
-get scold for my mistakes
-get bully
-being alienated

and today a customer ask for 'zhu'...
I replied,"Zhu? zhu? HAR??"
Then,he repeated,"Zhu! zhu!!"
I was blurred and responded again,"HARRR???"
Then,he was pissed off...
he ask my colleague " Ta shi na li lai de??".

The moment i heard that...I was so so depressed.
The customer then correct himself and said " Zhou = (porridge)".
"FUCK YOU LA!!!"

It's difficult..but I tell myself.
HOLD ON! HOLD ON! YOU GOTTA BE STRONG!!

No wonder people always said..
When you are in love..you'll do anything just for that person.

When you're gone...

2012-01-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

When you're gone..
How will i know you're okay?
Who will you share your stories with?
Will you still smiling?

I don't understand a FUCKING thing...
What is so addicted about the FUCKING facebook??
Why u FUCKING people are so addicted to this FUCKING facebook???

I might online on fb everyday for long hours...
But i'm not addicted to FB!!
I just addicted to HER!!

I online for long hours just to stare at your pictures...
just to wait for u to appear...

Now...
I can already feel the emptiness.
I guess its meaningless for me to online again.

On vacation to Port Dickson =))

2012-01-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

1st day of CNY

2012-01-26T22:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese NeW YeaR~ ^^

2012-01-26T22:28:00.000-08:00

New year resolution:
-make some money
-finish my diploma course faster by opting for more subjects
-get to know more ppl and make friend
-more social activities
-improve mandarin and learn cantonese
-be more patient to wait and care for her consistently
-lower down my ego
-be more helpful and open-minded
-get the right concentration at the right time

It's another great year to celebrate CNY...
New shirts..new pants..
Angpau!!
Fireworks!!! :)

May my family and 'her' always be happy and healthy...
I'm willing to exchange my happiness for their unhappiness...

21st January, Sunway Pyramid ^^

2012-01-26T22:03:00.000-08:00

2012-01-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

When i first saw you...I have an indescribable feeling for you.
You was very naughty and cute. =)

I still remembered...there was once u tore my drawing. I was so furious. And made u felt bad and upset.
I'm very very SORRY! You eventually never talk to me again..u never play with me again.
I was really regret my dear...

But one day i finally found you...
And i was in unbelievable state...i've like waiting for u to comeback for such a long time.

Now..
We will chat almost everynight...
I turn on my facebook everyday to check if you're sick or upset...
If you are..then i'll do my best to make u smile again.

Cos ...
'I won't be happy if you're down'

I don't know what's happening nowadays...
The feelings is getting stronger day by day...
I will look at your pictures...
I will reread our chatbox...
For hours!

I guess i'm missing you alot.
So everytime when i have a chance to see you...
I'll be there to see you no matter where am i...or how's my health condition.
Stay happy and healthy!!!
Everyday when i pray to GOD,i'll tell GOD from the bottom of my heart:

'Wo yen yi pa wo de kuai le..gen ni huan ni de tong ku.'

Christmas celebration with friends ^^

2011-12-25T00:36:00.000-08:00

I'm was on the back from Genting Highland on that day..
But on the way back,my family took a walk at Sungai wei,KL
The BBQ event was at 8pm.

So I asked my mum to leave early..
Fortunately,my mum understood and granted my request..thank you mum! =)
I reached my home around 6.15pm..
Then i went for a jog and also went to buy ribbons.

After my dinner with my family,I quickly prepared my Christmas's presents for my friends.
It took me some time...so I reached there around 9.20pm. Haha

We really had a great beautiful time together...=)

Genting Trip with my family ^^

2011-12-25T00:05:00.000-08:00

Waiting for Christmas Countdown! =))

HAve a bowling activity with my younger brother and sister.
My sister played the best among us, =.=
That's my bro! I think the bowling ball drifting to 'longkang' dy...
HAHA! xD

Actually i spent most of my time finding an animal teddy bear for a special person. =)
I walked and searched everywhere in Genting Highland shoplots...
But..
Still failed to find one.
Fortunately,on the way back to home..we dropped at Sungei wei,KL and i managed to find one!
=D

Heavy maze...=X
Maybe caused by the rainy season.
I never felt that cold before at night in my hotel.

Beautiful scenery...<3

Guan yin! *Pray pray pray... =)

Lucky pond..haha

I went into the temple..
And pray sincerely from the bottom my heart...to the GODs
"I wish my family members and 'her' will always be healthy and happy.
And I only have a request..
Wo yen yi ba wo de kuai le gen ta men huan ta men de tong ku." =))

Happy Bday Dad!~ =)

2011-12-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

My dad's birthday always fall on the same day as Winter solstice Day.
It's a double celebration! =)
This time..me and my siblings shared money to buy a Hush Puppies's shirt which cost around rm90.00 as a birthday present for our lovely dad. ^^
WHile,my mum bought this CAKE from Secret Recipe. =)

That's my dad! =))
Happy B-DAy DAD!
Hope you'll always live healthy and happy..
I love you! =)

I still...

2011-12-01T10:19:00.000-08:00

I should be studying now..but i can't.
Because I keep thinking you..
I really can't concentrate on my studies.

Welli know that these feelings wont end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again.

I really like you..
No! I think i've fallen deep in love with you.
I still feel you..
I still care about you..
I still need you...

im tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same...
andcould you tell me do you feel my pain?

Someway pleaselet me know, you want me.

Please dont leave me in doubt...

A trip to Bukit Cahaya ^^

2011-11-19T23:30:00.000-08:00

Saturday,19th November 2011..

I had a great day today. It was totally awesome! I drove all of them to Bukit Cahaya today.
Everything started well, everyone was punctual. Before we started our journey,we had a breakfast at a mamak stall. Unfortunately, a poor girl with us accidentally had her head hit on a metal bar. =X
I feel bad for her too.

We reached there quite early. But still,we have to chase for the tickets and bicycles. =.=
Luckily, I got there early. Haha.
My science-stream friends were busy collecting their bugs and flora for the biology project. I'm glad to see them managed collecting their bugs. =)

It was a tiring day..we were there for hours! ><
But everything was worth-while and priceless~! ^^

Edmund, Eugene, Jun wai, Chiau yuee, Bee Chee ,Chin Sern , Kaili and myself,Chia Lun :-
I LOVE YOU! <3
I'll never forget this day..and will miss you guys alot. =)

Lionel tan.

Award presentation

2011-10-24T18:30:00.000-07:00

My first semester award for achieving CGPA of 3.90. =)
I can do better it second semester!

My first futsal competition in INTI University

2011-09-28T17:32:00.000-07:00

This futsal competition was organised upon the celebration of Inti 25th anniversary.
I was greatful my classmate registered me in his team. Inti futsal competition were different...they have many oversees students. So the competition was like a World Cup competition to me. =)

Honestly,our team wasn't strong and we were like having 2 key players only.
We didn't train at all, due to last-minute registration.
And it was really difficult as we do not know each other potential.
So we decided to play defensively and go for a counter-attack.

My team was in the 1st group with the only 3 teams. Other groups have 4 team.
Top two will qualify for the quarter-final round.
My hope of qualifying wasn't big..but I always have the strong determination to fight in any circumstances.

My first opponent was an African team. =X
And we were expecting a difficult game.
Surprisingly,we play quite well in the game,dominating the court.
And my teammate scored a great goal.
Then,came the usual tension from me...I was playing aggresively and I had pushed an African player and he fell against the fences with a great pain on his back.
Luckily,we managed to hang on and pulled a 1-0 victory.
It was my first victory over an african team in a competition.

Then,we face our second opponent,a team from the Arab side's. We were playing second consecutive game but the Arab team was going to play for their first game. My team couldn't help at all..as we already ran out of steam.They were tall,fast,energitic and organize-well. So we fall to a 5-0 trashing. =(
Luckily,we still managed to get 2nd placing for the quarter-final qualification above the African team.

In the quarter-final,my opponent was a Indian-based local team. They have a tall,lanky striker. I was quite excited to be defending against a player like 'Peter Crouch' which was far taller than me.
Both sides were playing well..
But my team were the underdogs as this was the 1st competition our players have joined.
We were feeling the pressure.
I was again playing aggresively with a bad-tempered. The opponents weren't happy.
Soon,I got fouled by their player. And one of their player accused me of diving. I wasn't happy at all and I confronted him. Tension heats up the atmosphere...everyone was not paying attention to the ball. Out of sudden,my teammate blasted the free-kick and scored.
My team eventually qualify for the semi-final clash with another African team. But it was not a happy night for us.

This time,the african team were a stronger team. Although,I scored an early goal but we couldn't defend our team well. They hit back at us with immediate 3 goals. Honestly,my team could have beaten them if we have a higher stamina. Besides,I and my classmate were both injured. I had sustained bad injuries on both of my knees.

Although it was a sad exit,but it was a great achievement after all. A semi-finalist for first-timer,
Great right? =)

Another fantastic high school gathering ~ V^_^

2011-09-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

Holiday in Thailand !~ V^.^V

2011-08-29T20:32:00.000-07:00

Thailand may look a little outskirt in everyone's perception...
But now they are growing very fast into a modern city..
More entertaiment can be seen now rather than just the "Ah PON SHOW"(pondan) .

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A trip to Hadyai was fun...
Hadyai is such a great city. =)
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In Lee Garden Hotel..
My cousin and my sis... =)

"Have you seen KING KONG eat before??"
LOL...

There are just six of us...
But we ordered 11person chicken..+ 2 bowl of pork intestine soup + 5 rice.
RM 100+ loh... =X

Just open 2 years ago..
New entertaiment in the city.. =)
My cousin bro look so funny.... xD
Luckily,he don't know that I do blog. Hehehe..
My family.......=)

*

The most popular place in Hadyai...
Float-market!! =)
That place is really unhygienic...
But everyone still go there and eat...
"The food is wonderful so WHO CARES!?" Haha..

*So many people...

Insects~ @.@
LOL..

I don't eat insects..
I just kill them.. =D

Ice-cream <3

Normally,i don't like to eat otak-otak. But this was a different story.

*Such a great scenery. Buffet+ Sightseeing~ =)

What did I ate??
-Chicken soup
-Western salad
-Appetizer
-Rice +
-Golden mushroom
-Minced chicken
-Mixed veggie
-Fried chicken
-Seafood Tom yam
-Desert

Damn..sure gain alot of weight this time . ==!
Besides,I 4 days didn't exercise already. Zzz..

Fitness first! =)

2011-08-28T02:31:00.000-07:00

I'm really thankful to my cousin who brought me into fitness 1st and gave me a 1-week trial to fitness centre.
The gym and the classes was wonderful in my 1-week trials.

It's a great fitness centre with a great facilities..unfortunately the fees is not that great to me. =(
It's kind of expensive though.
I don't really use the gym equipments much during my trials because I don't really interested to build a big muscles( a minor one will do =)).

I spent most of my trial period for the classes..
*Line Dance
*Body Combat
*Yoga
*Easy Step
*Drums Alive

I really had a great time...and the most important, developing myself during this period.
Body combat moves was kinda bored..but the high spirited members lifted up the atmosphere.

Yoga was the 1st class I attend in fitness first..
Yoga was all about stretching and balancing.
It wasn't easy.
I'm an athelete and a footballer....
But I couldn't believe it, that I was so humiliated by those aunties.
I couldn't perform most of the stretching and balancing properly.
I really respect and feel like giving those aunties a bow. @.@
But it was a great experience...=)

Drums alive were great too.
The class members were so energetic...and t
he high-note music really made the atmosphere so wonderful.
I love easy step class as well..its like an aerobic exercise. =)

What I love the most is line dance!
It was a my 1st time dancing..
And the teacher said that I did quite well as a beginner. I had learned to dance 4 songs...
But I only managed to master 2 of the songs. =D

The biggest gathering ever..

2011-08-27T02:19:00.000-07:00

It was the biggest high school gathering ever....
18 people!

It was a great day...
Meeting with the former classmates was great.
We miss each other.. =)
Everyone still look the same.

Short remained short.
Tall still TALL.
Thin remained thin.
And the stomach buncit guys were still able to see like before.

We had a great basketball match today...even I have to cancel my fitness 1st class. =)
Hopefully,we will have another 'TODAY', someday~ V^.^V

Back to Black Canyon ! =)

2011-08-25T02:06:00.000-07:00

As my 1st semester ended..I have 3 weeks of holiday only,so I decided to go back to my old workplace,Black Canyon.
To utilize my holiday time..it's better to earn some pocket money because i really need MONEY $$$!!

The last time i worked at black canyon...I didn't actually perform well.
I was lazy and not serious. I got scolded once also. =(

But this time I came back with a different character...
For this 3 weeks,I gave my everything...
I think I shown a good enough performance to my managers.
Haha.

Btw,I have promised to my managers that I will be back for my next semester holiday,December i guess.
See ya! =)

1st semester ended beautifully...2nd sem! Bring it ON!!

2011-08-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

Although semester 1 ended beautifully..but not perfectly.
But I'm still glad to have this results in my hand.

1A+,2A,1A- ( CGPA-3.91)

I'm qualified to be a physician,chemist,mathematician!! =)
But not as a programmer..although I got an A- but i think it's because the theories play a big part in my final examination. I wasn't good in programming but i'll always try again whenever I have free time.

I finished the semester in the 1st ranking i guess...
But I never aim for this.
I don't like to be on top of everyone....but I like to be the underdogs! =)

I'm a person who like to chase over the rivals...
and to upset them will be a great honour to me even if it's just once.

I love challenges...
I love competitors...
I love to bring the champion down..
Bring it on!

Hopefully,I can see new competitors in the new semester! =D
and new girls toooo..I need a boast and motivation~

Photo editing.. =D

2011-08-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

I just started to learn photo-editing by myself..
It's quite fun and interesting at times...
This is one of my masterpiece...HAHA!
just to tease my friend..xD

THE WANTED!!

2011-08-08T20:14:00.000-07:00

The moment she stepped into the restaurant...with her sister and mum,
We have an eye-to-eye contact...
The way she look at me..i know she's still single.
Though I can't guarantee..but i think she likes me.
And there's no doubt that she's one of the perfect girl i have seen.

I pulled the chair for her..and the moment she smiled at me and thanked me,haha i think i could work for another 12 hours. It's like an energy-boast! =)
After a while,i went to her to ask for an order.
She spoke english to me..
I was so amazed by her voice...the fluency,softness and politeness was like an angel~ <3

Almost all the dishes was served by me with EXTRA careful! =X

She occasionally turned her back to look at me..and her quiet-mannered sister also stared at me too. Lol..
I was also in charge to give the bill to the them,haha.

Soon,they started to leave the restaurant...
I thanked them again for the last time..and she turned her back and smiled at me again. =)
Even though she left the restaurant..but she's still remained in my memory until now.
Her image was so fresh in my head..

So,I drew a picture of her.

My drawing might not be perfect...
But...
She's perfect in my memory.

Hope to see you again in the future~ =)

My childhood dream had accomplished...=)

2011-07-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

I went to BUkit Jalil by train today...

Firstly,I'll need to take KTM from Klang to KL Central.
Then from KL Central to Bandar Tasik Selatan.
Then have to take LRT from Bandar Tasik Selatan to Bukit Jalil.

The total hours of the journey was about 3hours...damn. ==!

*ME and my friend
Fortunately,he accompanied me to the stadium.
He don't really watch football..and don't really support Chelsea's Fc as well.
But he was on his holiday..so I called him up.
Truee friend..thanks buddy!
=)
Haih..poor me.
I don't get a chance to take picture with Drogba,but a least with his big poster la.
=X

Haih..I was so envy with this couple.
They were a great couple..

I hope one day..i'll find my Ah moi Chelsea ...
to wear the same blue shirt...
to accompany me...
to watch football matches with me together...

I really need that someone...
=(

It was just 5pm..and the people have already crowded the opening gate.
Everyone was so desperate to go in...haha.
They were fanatics and crazy..lol.

I entered the stadium as early as 6.30pm even though the match is at 8.45pm.
I was sitting alone..while my friend seat at the top because we had different value of tickets.
Fortunately,I met my futsal-mates and I sat wit them.

*Malaysia football team..LOL

Lol..Chelsea's FC players is having a warm-up session. =D
I just can't take my eyes away from them. Haha

The sound was at the peak...
The 85,000 crowd was unimaginanable...
The atmosphere was totally priceless...

The match was a little boring..and the match ended in 1-0 to Chelsea Fc.
Though...I saw almost all the Chelsea's players and that is the most important thing.

It's a 'NIGHT TO REMEMBER'..and i'll never forget '21st July 2011'. =)

*SUPER Traffic Jam!!... =X

Finally, Chelsea Fc is HERE!! =D

2011-07-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

When i was six..i made a birthday wish-hoping to see Chelsea Fc's players one day.
But my dream didn't come true.

When i was seven,i made the same wish again.
Yet,it didn't come true.

I continued making the same wish again and again...
Till I'm 18 now~

And finally Chelsea Fc is coming to Malaysia.
I was so happy....=DD

On 13 January 2011.."G.Na choi" came to Stadium Negara,but i missed it.

On 20 April 2011..."Ding Dang" came to my newInti University,I missed it again.

NOW.."CHELSEA FC" coming to Bukit Jalil on '21st JULY 2011'...and I'm not going to miss it this time!! =D

But things were hard to arrange especially during weekdays.
Loads of works to do.

I was going to have my final semester exam next week...

My parents is busy...

I don't know how to drive to KL...

And I don't even know where the HELL is BUKIT JALIL!!?

My parents don't really want me to go Bukit Jalil alone...because i don't have a friend to accompany me. Besides,the ticket is expensive.
But nothing can stop me from achieving my dream. I do not want leave any regrets in my life. It's a one-lifetime opportunity in my life,and why shouldn't I grab it now??

Actually,I felt a little dissapointed with my parents. They knew that I'm a Chelsea's die-hard fan..but they don't really try to make my long-waited dreams to come true.
But it's okay..I can do it by myself. I think i'm independent enough to do it own my own. So,I decided to take train and explore myself all the way to Bukit Jalil. But when I packed my things and started to leave my house,my dad suddenly offer himself to send me there to buy the ticket.
Lol..I have to accept in then,but I don't really appreciate my dad's help because he did it unwillingly.

The journey took 25mins only with car.
Besides,I have to fork out my own money to buy the tickets.
My parents don't pay for my things..unless it's neccessary stuff only. =(
Well,I bought a rm108 ticket...a grandstand seat! =)
I wanted to look at Chelsea's player from a closer distance. =)

HaPPy Lonely BDAY!! and Night hunting! LOL

2011-06-15T19:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,i celebrated my birthday alone in my room...with invisible people..with an invisible cake.
HAha..xD
Although,i felt a little lonely ,having spent half of my birthday in the library..but i didn't feel any unhappiness in myself. I can't figure it out why though..haha.
Anyway,my family will celebrate my birthday in the weekends when i come back to my hometown.
So,there's no reason to feel unhappy on my birthday right?

Lastly....
Not to forget,I'm very thankful for those who had wished me birthday greetings. =)

I and my 2 classmates joined an activity organised by a business club,"Night hunting".
This was the 1st activity i joined in Inti university.
Although,my group got 5th placing,I enjoyed this activity pretty much. The activity was well plan and organised by the club.

The clues given..
Lol..we lost because we have little knowledge in sudoko and english songs.

Lol...finally we can figure it out why we got 5th placing after all. ==!

The Return Of Top students...I'm included 2!!! xD

2011-05-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

29 April 2011...

It's already more than 4months since the last time,

I woke up on weekdays at 5.30am..
I wore the white uniform and the white shoes..
I took bus...
I go to school..
I talked and played football with my friends..
I stared at some pretty girls..
AND study like a

Everything passes so fast..
I'm going to be 18 soon.

People say time flies...
Yeap..so true~
But what i'm really thinking is..
I'M GOIN TO DIE FAST TOOOOOO!!!!!! ==!

Lol..i waited for so long for this event.
I want to be invited..
To go up to the stage...
To receive prize and hand-shake with the school principal
AND SHOW-OFF as WELL!! xD
*joking la..haha

My school prepared everything perfectly...
It's a great memorable event and thanks for their efforts. =)
I'll appreciate and be grateful to study in this school..

I miss my school a lot...

THAT's the NO.1 in my school..with 8A+ and 2 A.
I never really compete with her before..
Though, I knw she's very smart and her results proves.
BUt i bet she spent almost 3/4 of her day with her books for last year.

By the way, i don't really get inspired or like her speech.
Therefore,what I can say that, she's not qualify to give a speech.

Hardwork proves everything....there is NO SHORCTUT IN LIFE!

By spending hours with books...
Sleeping with books...
WHY NOT???
It's so easy..to score for SPM.
You just have to put in your efforts.....(but not for tertiary education of course,it's totally different)

AND STUDY LIKE A NERD...
AND YOU'LL SCORE WITH FLYING COLOURS FOR ALL YOUR SUBJECTS....

BUT SOMETIMES... BEFORE YOU RECEIVE YOUR SO-CALLED "GREAT HONOUR".....
YOU WOULD HAVE REALISED YOU HAVE AN EXTRA CHROMOSOMES 21!!!
AND YOU HAVE TURNED TO A "DOWN-SYNDROME" PATIENT!!!! LOL

Most of the people will have say that I'm a nerd too.
Memorizing...
BOOKS by BOOKS..
PAGE by PAGE..
WORDS by WORDS..

TRUE! But it only lasted for 3months before the actual SPM.
Only closed friends..my study partner...
Will only know that i didn't actually study like hell .
I enjoy the time I study actually..and applying my creativity to it,is the best part. =)

And of course I'm not the best..i'm at no.6.

Although i'm not really satisfy with it..
Nothing else I can do more. =)

Black Canyon Coffee Experience...

2011-04-08T18:55:00.000-07:00

Flashback..... I still remembered...after I finished my SPM,I quickly went to Aeon JJ to find for a job. I was quite picky at that time. Collegue and salary was the 2 things in my mind when i was finding for a job. So..I apply for few jobs only. After nearly for 2weeks and i still haven't receive any call from the companies,I realized I was wrong for being to picky. My mum and brother scolded me too. So I immediately apply for many job this time. Soon...I found a job and I was able to join this black canyon coffee company because the manager was at there at that time and she interviewed me immediately. The interview was simple..and i was given the job as a waiter. I remembered during the interview... I wanted to work for full-time,but the manager brainwashed me saying that part-time is much better. She even told me that as a part-time,I could earn more than 1 K!!! But my salary per month is around rm700-800. Zzzz ==! (kena tipu) I was being too naived at that time(but not NOW anymore!)..so I listened to her. The salary was low...I know about it very well. Rm4 per hour(including meals). People asked me..why i didn't go for other job which can earn like 1K basic+commision? My answer is simple..skills come 1st!! I don't want to be a promoter or sales person with a high salary but learn NOTHING!!! As a sales or promoter we learn to follow customer's back??? WHAT CAN I LEARN FROM THAT?? To me this is just a 3-month stint...and it's not my future job, SO WHY SHOULD $$$ COME at the 1st Place when I'm finding a temporary JOB??? SKILLS is more IMPORTANT to me.

I chose waiter... and I never regret about it. I was grateful to have taken up this job.

I learnt many things at there...

The banglas taught me how to sweep and mop floor efficiently...

I learnt to cut faster and better..(though i'm still improving now)

I was trained to do all cleaning job and I have to clean almost everything!!...(which is quite difficult and tiring)

I learnt to serve drinks and foods...I have a better balancing and I'm more careful now when it comes to handle things.

*I still remembered I poured an ice chocolate drinks on a customer pants. =X

I learnt a variety of things about foods..even their recipe!

Haha xD I learnt to make wantan and spring rolls.

Athough I don't learn much about barista's work...but I ''learnt'' to taste all Black Canyon drinks!! XDDD

I also learnt to be a gourmet and being a thick-faced person as a door person to persuade all the people to come to Black Canyon for meals.

Lol afterall.. I get along with my colleagues very well..they were from Bangladesh,Nepal,Myanmar and local as well. They treat me very nice.. But some of them treated me too nice. I was molested at some time. ==! Most of my colleagues are gay!! And had a really unforgettable experience with one of my bangladesh colleague. Damn..I don't really want to think about it again. To summarise it,I was nearly being raped..Zzzz. (but I know it wont happened,because I'm well-prepared in everything I do) After all...I learnt many practical things at black canyon and i learnt some philosophy from my manager and colleagues as well. I will always remembered their words they said to me.

I'm grateful...

I leave no regrets for choosing Restaurant Black Canyon coffee .....

And I'll love to return...

if I have a chance in the future. =)

One of the most important DECISION in my life..

2011-04-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

DEcision....everytime when comes to decision,what will we do?? Think carefully then decide? After all,is it really that simple? Perhaps,but not this time! This decision holds our life and our foreseeable future... It's one of the hardest decision to make.. Can someone guide me this time? =( So the question is... How to choose a good career?? After thinking for a long time..i finally chose two career(1 as the alternative). I like to read biology stuffs and I do love to know more about human body and health. So i chose medicine as 1 of my choice.

But i sill remembered when a professor at KL education fair speaking about the life of a doctor. He exposed a various things to the students and the parents.After listening to the talk,I realised there are so many obstacles and I know it's a difficult path to go. The main to reason i pulled out is due to the hectic schedule of a doctor life,the long-term of studies and financial problem.

So I have to move on to choose my Plan B which is mechanical engineering. People asked me, "Why do I choose this career? You have a excellent result..you should go for medicine wert! MEdicine professional course mah,can earn so much summore." Lol..do they mean that all good scorers in SPM must take medicine course? Mechanical engineering not a PROFESSIONAL COURSE? Mec.engineer cannot earn as much as doctor do?? I chose mec.engineer because i prefer to work outdoor,travel and most importantly are the practical works. But i always doubt my my Plan B because I don't really enjoy engineer's core subject: Physics although I score it very well in SPM.

After days of thinking..finally I have decided.

I have decided to choose......................................

*MECHANICAL ENGINEERING*

Well I have decided now,and I will not listen to anything else related to my career or decision.I will hold a new principle from now on,"I will walk on my path alone,I will not look at the back anymore and I'll give my best to reached the end of my path even if I have to climb,to limp or to CRAWL to finish my path.I'll leave no regrets about my decision!"

After I have decide on my studies,i immediately do research on the colleges and I found....

I was quick to be adapted to the environment and the atmosphere over there. Suprisingly... Haha. But 1 thing..and the only thing that concern me now is FRIENDS! I need FRIENDS!!! I'm quite lonely there and bored at the same time. I don't know any of them... My class has very less students except for certain subject. Anyway I have few friends only now,I'm trying hard to make more now. And I know more will come..very soon. =) I'm currently taking four subjects:Physics,engineering maths,chemistry and C++ programming. Engineering should not be a problem for me i guess because I have a good foundation on my math and add.math skills,but the lecturer is very boring.She's from a native India i guess based on her pronounciation.It's quite funny sometime when she pronounced 'M' as YAM..and 'positive' as PROSTITUTE!! XDDDDD Btw..I scored the highest mark in assignment last week (29/30). =) Physics?? I don't like the lecturer,he's been to serious. And the textbook is so FReakin THICK!!!! Throw at dog,dog aso die! Chemistry is fun..I'm grateful for having a nice lecturer for my chemistry who turned around my interest in chemistry. C++ programming?? I don't even know any shit about it!! ==" Most of my time at INTI now i basically studying only.I can't go out for sports now while I'm still recovering from my sprained ankle. I don't join any club so far,because none of my classmates want to. =( So I have to be a NERD for now.... But weekends,i'll return to my home and enjoy to my fullest. ^^ Okay,I have exceeded my time already.. I should sleep at 12am according to my timetable but its already 12.45am now. =X Nite !

Creativity starts from a BELIEF =)

2011-03-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

SPM Result!!! =O

2011-03-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

The day which we were been waiting for so long....

Our DREAM...

Our HOPE............

Our AMBITION.......

Our FUTURE...................

ALL LIES IN A SMALL SLIP OF PAPER!

All my friends and peers were filled with curiosity,anxiety and nervousness including 'me'(of course!)
Newspapers stated that result slip will only released at 10am...but all of them have been waiting there from 8am or 9am. Hahaha.
I reached there around 10.20am.....

*I woke up very early...I pray hard to my GOD. I keep repeatedly ask my GOD to grant me one of my biggest dream of 10A+. I know some might think it is impossible for me because I only managed to scored 3A+ in my trial. But I know my own capabilities..and I know I can challenge with all the top students for 10A+.

It was nerve-wrecking day..I drove to school accompanied by my mother,who is also so 'kan chiong'. Lol. I was so anxious and nervous...the feeling is undescribable just like the 1st day of SPM examination. I can hardly concentrate on the road. Anyhow,I still managed to reached my destination safely.*

I reached there around 10.20am,as I put my steps into my school area...I can see many faces filled with different emotions.
I turned down and ignored all those people at the gate who keep handing me all those college brochures. But my mum took all of them without my knowledge. ==!
As I stepped closer to my destination...I heard many voices calling me and ignored them as well.
My brain totally took control over me and directed me towards my form teacher...its like I've unable to move on my own will.
As I entered one of the "scariest place" ever in my life...I was lost!
I cant find my teacher and friends. Anxiety heightened to the MAX...
Luckily,my friend directed me to the table.
My teacher slowly look through my slip..making me even more nervous!
Sigh..==
As soon as my slip appeared in front of me,I saw an A- at the top of my slip.
All my dreams,hopes were totally gone and I was starting to feel dissapointment.

7A+,2A,1A-

All emotions consumed me,I was unhappy,sad,dissatisfied and filled with anger.
I'm totally frustrated of my BM result as I only got an A-.

I study harder than anyone else....

I have been a nerd for more than 1/2 a year...

I study beyond limits for SPM....

I study with pain when I was sick...vomiting...fever.....
but I still continue and refused to throw my white flag.......

I work harder than a BULL....

And I know I deserve a better result!!

I failed to achieve goverment scholarship of 9A+.
I failed to get a 100% waiver of study fees.
I just lost rm17.5K..just because of BM. I'm totally out of my mind!!!
It's just unbelievable~

I regretted for not showing my best performance in BM papers!
I know I will never forget one of the biggest dissapointment in my life..till i'm bury in a graveyard.
Anyhow,this is fact and I know I have to be realistic,positive and move on to my next chapter of life.

To those who take SPM in a simple way at this moment....
I just have to say,you'll REGRET soon!!
Lastly,S.P.M NOT=Sleep,Play,Masturbate which infamously claimed by some bad apples.

So sweet..... ^_^

2011-03-02T19:34:00.001-08:00

4 newbies HEAD to subang!! ~

2011-02-27T20:50:00.000-08:00

*Krriinnggg...................(alarm)

"Ohh..its 7.20am!
=O Sleepy.. ==!"

*(brush teeth and shower)

"Okay..i'm done. Time to give a wake-up call to those 3 pigs. I'll call khai wei first.."
*Ring...ring...ring...(no answer)

"Pukima answer call la!!! ==
I'll call lua and eu keong nw."

*Ring....ring....ring...'
"($%&*(&%$##@!!!!!!!)"

Soon..khai wei called back and I went to his house.
Lua arrived soon..
Then..eu keong wit his transport. Haha..
Eu keong's dad fetch us to teluk gadong's train station and we took train to subang jaya.
We saw Kishen there...but that bastard acted so slack when he saw us,without saying hi to us..he juz turned his back on us! Asshole!! >_<" Lol..as soon as we reached the subang train station,we took a mini bus to Taylor's college. Btw,there was a sexy lady in the bus! =D We reached at taylor's college at 10am. A little early actually since bryan will have his break at 11am. Lol..so we decided to prolong the time by going to taylor's office to take some information about pre-U and foundation. Then,when a receptionist asked us how many person was going to enquire for the college...all said 1 and pointed their finger at me! Zzzzz........ *o0o When i was asked to fill up the form..I written all the false statement. LOL....

Name: Tan Khai Wei
Hp num: o12-2027663
Parent's name: Tan Kim Seng .... .......

HAHAHA!! XD But we did get a lot of information about pre-U. We asked lots of questions about pre-U just trying to occupied our time. Soon,bryan and ching yin was out and we go for lunch together. Our lunch was suprisingly cheap! Rm4.80 (drinks included) Then,bryan took us around his college for a look. Lol..i found that taylor's college was not that big and it can be consider as small anyway. Then..we walked to carefour and lepak there a while.

Lol,carefour was boring. I didn't buy anything and they too! Ohh ya..just an ice-cream. Haha.. =) Then,we went to Subang Parade. We went for shopping and bought some clothes as well except eu keong. We went to many shops and tried many clothes.... Then we have our tea time at a small kopitiam. We chose tat kopitiam because they have a cheap price for a set of sandwich+coffee(refillable) at rm4.80 but its a self-service kopitiam. >.

*XDDDDDD

*Aiyoo..i know my coffee very tasty and yours suck! Dont drink mine la...like 'GAY' ==!

*Aiya..eu keong punya pasal! I was trying to serve him with my black canyon's service style and great courtesy..but that skeleton felt irritated and snatched his coffee from my tray. As a result,this is wat it happened! Noob EK!! ==

MUahahaha..guess who did this?? Sakae sushi's waiter!! Lua jun wai... xDD

Great serving from sakae sushi's waiter...cant imagine that! xD

Muahahhaha...

Sakae Sushi's Coffee VS Black CaNyon Coffee !!!

2011-02-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

1 representative from Sakae Sushi......

1 representative from Black Canyon.......

*********The battle begins!!!***********

JUdges!!! Mr.Eu Keong and Mr.Khai Wei will decide the winner. (coffee specialists kononnya la..) Waiting for coffee to be served...Lol

*Jun Wai in action!! =D

*CReamer....

*sugar too much liao la! Noob!! =P

* Sakae sushi's coffee DONE!!

*Black canyon coffee's secret recipe has been revealed!! =O

*Creamer mau 'gamm-gamm' la...

*NOt too sweet....not too bitter.....

Black Canyon coffee DONE!!! =DDD

*The waiter's "GAYA" ambil kopi......

*Drinks are served.....

*Judges having a sip...

1)Sakae sushi's coffee

Ek: "Creamer not enough....too sweet!"

Kw: "Fuck la! So sweet!!!"

2) Black Canyon Coffee

Kw: "Not sweet enough la. Lua's one better."

Ek: "Horrible!!!"

*Eh..I dont believe it! Let me test your coffee!~

*Is mine really that horrible?? Sipp...okay wert,nice mah! @_@

*Declared as the winner....

*$bKLjhnlkjadnwkuhwou@$&&%$!@^&**()(!!!!!!!!

o0o o0o

That 2 judges from Sakae Sushi aso wert....sure support Sakae Sushi's coffeee la!! Pundei..

***CAUGHT ON TAPE...LOL

Arcade...wohoo...hw to go BACK??

2011-02-26T07:59:00.000-08:00

Harhh!! Curi bola!!! xDD

CHILDISH ACTS~

*So immature.....Hahhahahah....XDDD

*LOL....

ARCADE!!!!!!!!!!!~

Beat it..lian ai da ren... Love tis game^^

3 in 1....

*Lol..two losers. =(

Street fighters!

AKUMAA~~

FUHH...nearly die. Luckily I PRO =DD

Time to go BACK!!

* ==! Rained so heavily...how are we suppose to walk to the train station now??

*Out of CASH!! Have to beg for $$$$$ for our transport fees... xDD

*So f*cking packed.... >.<"

Then..we took a bus to our home from klang town.

WE reached our home safely ~ =)

Chef-Lun---> Loh Si fan

2011-02-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

Loh Si fan!!!
After weeks of training under my mum..I can cook quite well already. =)
So far..I have learnt to cook keauteow goreng,mihun goreng,yee-mee goreng and soup,maggi goreng,vegetables and NOW.........

"LOH SI FAN"!!!

Lol..wat to do?
In this modern life..we can hardly see young girls cooking and not to mention bout housechores.
=[
But anyway,girls like guys that can cook! So I'll have to improve more. Haha..xD

More to come.... =D

When will I get to find my G.Na??

2011-02-11T22:32:00.000-08:00

What I like about girls??

Their brain?

Ermm..politeness?

Beautiful-ness??

Sexy and hot?? or Cuteness???

If u think you know me well...
Try this question. Be honest.

Which picture of G.Na I like the most?

1

2

4

Canadian-korean born singer!!

LOL..G.Na probably the best girl you can ever find on earth!!

But i just judged her based on her appearance and actions la.

Inner-beauty i dunno. =(

Pretty girls are the root of HAPPINESS.... =D

You dont have to get them be your GF sometimes..even by looking and staring at them,they can boost your happiness and determination.

Though..i'm not a pervert!

=DDD

HaPpy CNY !!! =D

2011-02-05T19:46:00.000-08:00

What is the best thing about Chinese New Year?
A. Firecrackers
B. Angpau
C. Gathering with relatives
D. CNY cookies
E. New outfit

It's Chinese New Year,the Year of Rabbit!

Lol..take-off days!! to celebrate CNY with my family although I've offered a triple(3X) pay for the 1st and 2nd day of CNY.

Money($$$) or Happiness (=D) ??

Hmmm...

Ermm..........

Haihhhh................

Finally,I decided. Yes..happiness comes 1st and will always be my top priority!

I miss my relatives so much,how can I sacrifice this precious chance by exchanging it to $$$?

On the CNY's Eve,I've had a nice gathering dinner with all my relatives.

The next day,as the usual chinese tradition.........

BALIK KAMPUNG!!!!

But very boring there..haha.

I'd gamble and lost RM6. ==!

Lol..it's tough for me to get money now. So as I lost rm6,I quickly cabut 1st!! =X
The next day..I went to Port Dickson! =D

A picture with my sister before starting our journey to Port Dickson..

LOLLL......I've so suprised as I saw the Port Dickson's famous beach. The water was so so freakin dirty and contaminated with oils. Must have been coz by the oil spills from ships>_<.Swt..==! so I and my cousins went to the swimming pool nearby our apartment. At least..we still have great fun at the swimming pool. =)

On the way back...we went to many places in tanjung sepat,banting,jenjarum.

Dragon fruit FARM..... Nice nice!

Keropok factory.. Lol..there are varieties of keropok there. My dad bought a lot too. Hahaha..

At Jenjarum famous temple..but I dont know what name. Swt.. =X

NICE??????????

C. Gathering with relatives

Do you know why GOD keeps on extending your life up to this far? its not because you need it,but because SOMEONE else need You.

2011-01-05T19:22:00.000-08:00

No more schools... Is working time!!

2011-01-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

Gone are the days when I check my timetable,putting loads of books into bag,wake up early and go SCHOOL... Now..I'm graduated and waiting for college's life. Instead of goyang kaki at home..I prefer to earn some money and gain a little experience of working before continuing my studies. So I'm working at JJ now in restaurant black canyon. This is the first week...and I have learned many new things. Unfortunately,I'm not really enjoying working there.
Why?
Because there are mostly banglas.Athough they are quite funny and interesting to work with at times..I don't really have a suitable topic to talk to them. So,I'm actually quite a loner thr. =( I might be finding for other job next month. Haha.. I'm a kind of person like to learn new skills and things. =D

I was very lucky that day... Even though I worked just for 3days,i'm invited for the end-year-party. Haha.. I ate chicken chop,chicken wings,fishball and french fries(not vy much). But those Banglas really ate alot,they can eat 4 to 5 steak!! I ate one only,already full. ==!

The restaurant is quite a beautiful and comfortable place for meal.

Lol..

Christmas Horror ^^ !!

2010-12-26T19:58:00.000-08:00

Haha..this is just a short video clip I made it myself using my handphone.

As I and my family were on the way to Melaka,I was bored in the car...

So,I ceated this video clip for FUN!! HAhaha...XD

Friends gathering....

2010-12-24T19:26:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas Eve! Most of us were free today,so we planned to make today as our last gathering in this year. Next year? Probably...not sure.

So Today might be our last gathering...if we're unlucky

We had so much fun today =)

Watching movie....

Then,eat steamboat buffet...

Next,loitering in Aeon...

Lastly,went to Aeon's rooftop.HAHA!

We talk and laugh a lot today....

Gulliver's travel was a great comedy movie.

We enjoyed it very muCh =3

After that,we went to filled up our empty stomach at steamboat buffet.

Pilling our plates as high as mountain...

Chewing everything that is on the table...

And spare tyres were popping out of our stomach as we eat.XD

But what really humour me is that...'NONE' of us really know how to cook and grill the foods!!

When a person tasted the food and said it is cooked,then EVERYONE went to eat it!! =DDDD

HAhaha...

After the meal,everyone was very full.

So,we went to Aeon back to have a walk to improve our digestion.

Feeling bored,we went to the Aeon's rooftop.

Lol..too adventurous huh?

We freaked out each other..haha..as we're in the route to darkness.

We even took our pictures as a great memory.

Hope we will have a chance to do all these things again in the near future..... =)

Trip to Genting Highland....Again ==!

2010-12-18T04:41:00.000-08:00

It is the 1st holiday with my family since my SPm ended recently.
Genting Highland.....AGAIN!! ==
Going Genting Highland for holiday is a culture in my family particularly my father's side.
Every year my family must 'at least' go once in a year.
2 years ago...i went 4 times to Genting Highland.
This year only once...as I and my elder Brother boycotted our parents in the recent years.
Haha!
Lol..coz I'm so bored of Genting already.

My mum is better known as 'puteri lilin' because my mum----->ANTI-SUN
Therefore,my dad always say that genting highland is the best place to go. =(
Well,Malaysia's popular tourist spot is mostly at the seaside.....
Therefore,i couldn't go many places.

Overseas?
Near...near only la,our country's neighbours such as thailand and indonesia.
UK?.... Japan/Korea??........... US???
Don't think about it!
Expensive it seems...what can i do?

Though i think my family are financially stable...i don't think it'll be a problem.
But my parents always insist i'll go overseas during my honeymoon time. Lol..so long time leh!
My parents will go alone to overseas,leaving me and my siblings alone at home.
==!

Travelling is one of my dream....
Japan/Korea will be my top priority...
I wonder when will i be able to go there.
Haih...when,when,wheeennnn??!!

REUSED!!!!

So creative la...
Impressive! =D

I guess he's stucked up there.
=X

Beautiful bridge.....

=DDDDDD

Last day of skool... Should I be happY? Or Sad??

2010-12-15T06:55:00.000-08:00

Finally,my schooling days have come to an end. I have always thought of leaving the school early...to live a more freedom and independence lifestyle,therefore should I be happy? But as soon as everyone packed their bag and started leaving the school,I felt so emotional and kinda sad as our schooling days will be remained as a history and memorable memories from now on.

Gone are the days where we chat,play,joke and laugh.

I'll be missing all those wonderful moments very soon..as my brain always subjected to think of the past days(dunno why). This is the only picture of me taken in school today..haha.

Why my eyes so small de? ==!~

List of things to be done before 2011 Revolution STArTS

2010-12-11T05:35:00.000-08:00

I like to learn new things...experience,skills,language and whatever thing la.
Coz I like to develop and improve myself from time to time
AND to be as PERFECT as possible.(Though its impossible,but i'll try)

I did like to master many many things...thats my hobby though.
In this way,I'll be a better person,and not just sitting at home like a couch potatoes.
Independence is what I want...
I don't like to depend on other people including my family members.
Some people considered and brand their parents as their ATM Machine,want to withdraw money? Any day,any place,any time also possible.So I decided to work first to earn some income and reduce my parents burden.
Well,many of my friends are going for the january intake College. Many of them also try to brainwash me to go with them as there are many benefits particularly more time to study. Actually they're right..but i think i will be buying or borrowing certain books from my friend who take similar foundation with me.In this way,i will keep myself up-to-date and wouldn't be left out right? So i guess doing job and studying at the same time will be a better option.
Haha..'kill 2 birds with 1 stone'!! I love that quote and i always apply it to my daily life. I'm a person that hate to waste time.

Therefore I have make a 'list of things to do' to prepare myself to face a tougher life.
This are the things must be done:

-work at JJ
-learn to cook from my mother
-learn mandarin
-cure my illness
-build more muscles
-read books written by great philosopher
-hmm..still got a lot,but can't think of it now. ==!

English SPM 2010 hot tips!!! LOL...

2010-11-16T02:10:00.000-08:00

How do virtual reality games affect teenagers? .

I found this on the net...

The slideshow very nice...so i decided to post it.

Haha

2010-10-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

I burst out in tears when i watched this...
So touching...
A beautiful song as well

The Next List of ObStacles: "SPM Trial'"

2010-07-28T23:21:00.000-07:00

4 weeks from now......
I'll be facing the next obstacle....
"SPM TRIAL" !!!
Well ,i'm preparing myself to face you from today onwards....

I have had sacrificed my.....
-football.....
-Chelsea Fc
-friends invitations
-family quality time
-computer games
-tv
-sleeping time
-chocolate
-sweets
-ice-cream

And I don't mind sacrificing more things if i have to.
SpM is already waiting for me and I know very well that its coming very soon.
I'm working very hard now...not just to get 10A+ or scholarship.
But I really want to have a good future and go to JAPAN OR KOREA !!!
I'm determined....
I know what I'm capable of to do anything...and this will not be a problem.
When I aimed something,I'll achieved it no matter how much effort it required.
"Give up" its not in my dictionary...
I have a 'never-say-die' attitude in my heart.

I'm sending you a message now....
"I'm coming for you, 10A+. You can't stop me from doing that. I will fight till the end and i'll do anything i could to get you."
"I'M COMING FOR YOU !!"

Strange things.....

2010-07-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

Everyone is being so friendly to me now....especially the "strangers"
I do not know them but they are smiling at me for no reason. Weird huh??
Regardless of race or sex..those people treat me so friendly and i was so uncomfortable.
I like it so much when the Chinese girls smiled and approached me. ^^
But not the Malays or Indians!!

Apart from the girls,i think many 'gay' fellows like me so much.
Why huh? I'm not a gay... and i don't even look like a Girl!!! Zzz
One of them is a Malay guy,my tuition-mate. He will always try to talk to me and have a 'hand-shake' with me. EEeuhh.....
There is also two 'gays' in school...
One of them like to stalk me....
The other like to sms me...

I wonder why.....

One,Two, Freddy's After YOU.....

2010-06-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

Lol...i just watched this horror movie with my friends just now. Initially,i didn't know they're afraid of horror movie...so i bought the tickets. Seriously la...i didn't know everyone expect me to buy 'Prince of Persia' tics. Lol..i told them yesterday that we'll decide on what movie to watch when we reached the cinema.
Well,everyone was late. Only me and khai wei was the 1st to reached there. We're interested in horror movie...so we bought the tickets!
Bryan,eu keong and chee wei was shocked to know that. Haha...they started to shiver.
Lol..what can i do? The tickets are not refundable....

Anyway,everyone have the guts to go into the cinema.
As the movie goes on......
Bryan close his eyes with his numb fingers.
Chee wei stopped eating popcorns.....
When i offered him,he eats so fast and panicky
Eu keong initially was very calm and relax....but then he ended up just like Bryan: closing his frantic eyes with his cold fingers.
Well,only Me and Khai wei watching the movie with courage and calmly.

Lol..this movie wasn't as scary as the previous one i watched:"Drag me to Hell"
I'm not even frightened by any of the events where the ghost appeared....SERIOUSLY!!

Everyone was was shivering....and their testes constantly shriveled from time to time as the movie goes on.
But i'm not afraid at all...
Why huh?
Maybe its because i laughed too much instead of closing my eyes...
I kept laughing whenever i looked at my friends freaking out...their act really makes me laughed!

Lol...i really feel bad for bringing them to "HELL" today.....

2010-06-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

Yesh! We're back in the club.... Almost 2months already I didn't go to the club as well as my friends...due to the mid-term examination. Everyone had their head crammed with studies for a long period...I guess its time for us to relax.
I really enjoyed today...
Everything was great:friends,games and the fun! =)

Well,I'm back in the court as well....
Although I don't have any competitors today....but I enjoyed too.
Hmmmm..... I wonder why.......
Maybe....maybe.....maybe....
I enjoyed BULLYING THEM !!!!
HAHAHA!!!! XD
Lol....this doesn't mean i'm arrogant or underestimating them.
Seriously...i SWEAR!!
Maybe...most of my friends think i'm arrogant because i always tease them.
But...i'm still humble. I'm just playing a fool with them...
Maybe some of them are a little sensitive or narrow-minded.....
Well...I guess i'll should cut down on that then.....

Damn!! I'm not in the pictures at all..... ==!
When they took the photos...i was in the gym.
Useless friends!!! No wait me...... Zzzz
Btw,i'm extremely exhausted and tired today.....
Whole body cram!!
Muscle aches.....
Thanks to my dumbness....always forgot to cool down after a rigorous exercise!!
So painful and tired....
Anyway,i'm feeling sleepy dy.
Okay... Good Nite "Diary" !!

AN EYe To The FutuRe.....

2010-05-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

LOL...i really make up my mind already. Its not a dream. I'm really gonna enrolled myself in the study of technologies or electronics. Although,i don't really interested in technical stuff but i'll try my best to 'like' it. I do like science and biology more...but i don't want to be a doctor or other medical occupation.

Weird huh?? Lol....

I really want to go Japan or Korea in the future.....
I really want to go there in my near future.....
I love the beautiful scenery there...although i have not been there.
Haha...but i'm sure that it would be a better place than Malaysia.
I'm also deeply fall in love with the japanese or korean girls....seriously!
I don't know why.....
And i don't plan to married a Malaysian in the future too....
Lol...i sound like i'm very "ANTI" of Malaysia huh??
Haha...no i'm not.

I'll be looking back at this post in the future....
Will I achieve it???

*"GO CHIALUN" !!! You can do it!!!
Yeah..yeah

Getting eMotional.....

2010-05-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

I just found out that...being emotional has becoming a part of my hobby.
Lol...but i'm not an abnormal person or having some kind of psychological problem.
I'm still normal....

Actually i get emotional very easily especially when i listened to a emotional song.
Then...my eyes will start to be watery....
Anyway,its quite interesting with this kind of feeling....dats why emotional rhythm will be my favourite song.
I'll flashback all my memories in the past.....
When i remember happy occasions...i'll smile and laugh as though people thought i'm crazy,laughing for no reason.
When i remember my sad memories...i'll cry.....seriously i'll cry.
Haha...i enjoyed it actually even though i cried. But i'm not so called a "cry-baby" !! I'm just being emotional at times.

What's more?? I'll cry at least once a week these days....

The end of football journey.....

2010-05-26T00:21:00.000-07:00

Name: Tan Chia Lun
Age: 17

I declare myself retire from football career!!!
Used to be....
-Agressive,
-Strong,
-High fighting-Spirit.
-participate in tournament

I think I have come to the ending.....
After been left out from the 1st team squad for Botanic Fc...
I knew my football life is over..
I'm concentrating all on my studies now....so i couldn't spend lots of time for football anymore.
I didn't play football for 2 months already....
I missed all my teammates and opponents.....

No more football??? Street soccer!! ^^
Well...i'm more friendly now.I'm more calm and slow too.
I have been playing with small kiddy and some oldie at Butterfly Park since my retirement from fooball..
Although i'm playing with small kids without facing any challenges....
But...but...I really enjoyed my game! Unlike...my past football days....
So fun when i entertain and BULLY them with my football skills.....HAHAHA!!
I enjoyed every game with all those kids and oldies now....
So...it isn't that bad anyway.
Why am I so Emo then?? I can't figure it out....

I just can't understand my feeling....it seems like my heart still screaming for "FOOTBALL"!!
Sigh....

BoOkWorm Time~

2010-04-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

Finnally,i found my ambition!! I think I would love to study electronic engineering...
I want to be out of Malaysia.....
I want to go Japan....and enrolled there.
Beautiful scenery....with the best advancement of technologists....with many cute girls over there,I think Japan wuld be the best for me.
I would certainly love to hook up a different race girl...Haha.
I don't really think my parent will agree with my decision. So should I just called these as a "DREAM"???

Anyway,I guess I have to study harder from now on....to achieve my dream.
GAMBATEH!!

5s1...GrAmMy AwaRd ChamPion!!

2010-04-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

One of the good memories with 5s1....i'll certainly won't forget it.
We have been involved in a drama and a sketch. We won the 3rd place.....
Although...many people think we should be crowned as the winner,but i'm not against the decision made by the judges. It's true we acted the best among all..but we lost due to our lack of props.

-Pondok=table
-Sampan=bench
-costume=school shirts and pants

Anyway,I'm still happy and I enjoyed every moment with them....

*FoOT BaLL Fi NaLE***

2010-03-25T22:05:00.000-07:00

Haha...I don't know where to start from. Perhaps,i should start from my school's football team failure?

Yes...i was right from the start. My school's football team failed to win any medal yet again as a host for the 2nd year running.I knew that we couldn't make it to the final.. What about champion? No... Not at all in my mind. I was dreaming of winning a bronze medal...that is certainly good enough for my school. But my coach,En.Shamsul Hisham always under a delusion of being the champion. Maybe,some people might thought that I'm pessimistic and underestimate on my own teammates. Haha... No! I didn't... Well,my school ended up red-faces and walking out of the pitch at second round.Although i'm the one to blame for the lost of 4-1 to Sekolah Tengku Idris Shah....but the coach is one that should take the responsibility of our lost.

My coach was out of mind.... He was extremely obsessed of being THe Champion. I never doubt that he is one of the best football coach in my school history. But...he dissapointed me in the tournament with an effective strategy and silly team formation. 3-4-3!!! He shouted here and there like a buffalo while our defenders especially me running non-stop like a stupid CLOWN!! He forced me to play on with injuries and tiredness...while i constantly request for a substituition. He tortured us throughout the game..... Well,i can't just blame the coach..ts everyone faults. Anyway,everyone was happy and enjoyed very much.

Honestly,i don't really enjoy though... I was determined to win an accolade,at least a bronze will do. I sacrificed my time....my classroom lessons....my tanned skin....my blood.I played with pain throughout the game. I was so under pressure and hot-tempered. I scolded many of my teammates throughout the game. I feel bad....

Sigh. Well, I constantly quarrel and took part in many violent physical struggle with my opponents too.

The 3-days training~

2010-03-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

Hmmmph.... I'm still thinking back the past. One of the best STAR school's football squad,last year. We went through many and tough training with high hopes of bringing back glory. But our dream were dashed in quarter-final by SMK Meru,the 3-times champion.

At the beginning of the year,I have decided not to participate in this year football MSSD. This is due to our lack of key players and seniors. My first thought was the squad is not good enough to compete in the tournament. So...i didn't go for this year football selection. Although i was told by the coach,i'm still able to make the last 19-man squad without going for the selection. I just need to come for the training...but i had continuously refused to go for the training.

Two weeks before the competition......

Many teachers persuaded me....with En.Shamsul guaranteed me that he will make the team to the final. Lol...i don't have that much confidence as him,I don't really believe it too. But due to teachers determination to bring me back to the football squad...i agreed to play again. I don't to dissapoint them though....

This week is the last week for our training....
The competition will be on tuesday,next week.
The training is on tuesday,wednesday and thursday....from 7.30am-11a.m and 3.30pm-6.15pm.
It's really tiring due to the long duration of training.
Besides....the weather is really HOT !!!! Lol...i don't to have more Vitamin D in my body. Lol...i don't want to develop more melanin in my skin and looked tanned. Haha...so i brought many facial cosmetic. I even put sunblock lotion occasionally.... Sigh,many of them make fun of me.
Besides,due to transport problem,i stayed in the hostel with the malays for the evening training.
Lol...i have my bath there. After bathing,i'll study in the hostel's study room till the evening training restart. I was astounded....and i glanced and stared every angle of the hostel.
I'll start with their room.....

The bed and pillows is all over the the dirty floor.The shoes,t-shirts,shorts and even their underwear is hanging all over the room!!! Sigh....

Well,the hostel's study room condition...not really differ from their room.

The books are really dusty...i could even spot many spider-web in the bookshelves.I think these books have not been touch for the past decade.. Sigh....

Lol...I even spotted a box of biscuit.It's open...and half-eaten. Then,curiosity get the better of me and i checked on the date. Hmmph... 2009? 2008?? NO.... ITS 2007 !!!!

Lol...although i had some nightmare looking around the hostel,I'm still grateful to have such an experience living in hostel and had lots of fun with them.

Tired?? PCC??? ==!

2010-03-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

Argghhh.... I'm so tired. I'm having two football training now...one with my school's team,another with Botanic's team. It's really tiring.....
I just went for training with the botanic's team.Though,i'm not really go for the training so frequently because i had a tough traning in school. Haiz...but my teammate kept ringing my phone. Sigh... The botanic's team is under a former Malaysian footballer.... Lol..i'm not really sure about that. Haha.. But through the training,i can feel a little charisma in him.
Those training under him is not easy....especially the fitness training.
We have to work out so hard...especially our stomach.
As i'm really tired,so i did not do well when i'm asked to work on my stomach muscle. Besides,I did not managed to complete many fitness station so as the others.
So...as expected,the coach approached me and scolded me. Sigh...he was really strict and demanding.This is what had happened today....everyone failed to complete the stomACh fitness and ended up being scolded and embarrased,especially me?

Me: (Arghh...8...9!!! Then..i broke down.)
Coach: Oiii....lu apa buat?? Saya suruh lu buat 30 kali,ko buat berapa??
Me: .......
Coach: Tengok...ini macam 30 kali saja pun tak boleh buat. Korang tau tak?? Dulu saya buat ini
50 kali tau,lagi 3set!! Korang 1 set pun tak boleh. Ini macam punya player memang teruk
dan tak boleh pakai!!! Ini semua "Pa Chui Ching" KUAT !!!
Me: (Huh?? Pa Cui Ching?? Sound familiar....then i remembered. William mention before....its
****. OHH.... WTH??)
Coach: Haiya....cukup la! cukup la!! Itu "Lanci*u" pegi exercise la !!!
Me: *Speechless....

Lol...then we still continue the training till the dawn break. And everyone ended up red-faces and dissapointing.

Still finding.....

2010-02-25T21:00:00.000-08:00

Where are you? WHere are You??? I didn't get to see you for 2 weeks already. I miss you so much... Well...i had predicted that you will certainly won't show up for yesterday's cross-country. I knew i'll lost a huge dose of confidence. I'm so down and out...

I got the 8th placing last year...and i was determined to break into the top 5 spot this year. I've been training since the past 3months.... Besides,i'm getting fitter now and a good body shape.

With your absence.... I know i'll be upset so i tried to cover it with my Chelsea's short and wristband. I know some might think i'm crazy or weird....but Chelsea's is a part of my heart. I knew i'll gain some confidence from it....althought its not 100% due to your absentee.

I started the race very slow...thats my strategy that match my ability.
While i was running...i'm searching for you too. I was really hoping for your presence,although i know that wouldn't be possible.So i ran with dissapointment....and i was in 15th place when there's half-track more to go.Soon....i placed 11th for the last 500metre.I knew i was way to far behind...and my dream,top5 spot started to fade slowly every each steps of mine. Then...from nowhere a dose of confidence came to me...and i looked at my chelsea's wristband. I told myself i must beat them all. So...i sprinted all the way for the last 500metre....and passed em'll all who looks very exhausted and pale. i sprinted past the finish line...and i was astounded to know that i got fifth place!!

I got the 5th placing!!

I achieved my aim!!

But i'm not really happy though....

Your absentee overshadowed my glory....

This year sports hounour:-

-4 X 100metre=Gold
-4 X 400metre=Bronze
-Cross-country=Bronze(5th)

2010-02-20T01:01:00.000-08:00

What best to describe toddler?

A. Adorable

B. Lovable

C. Playful

D. Evil

I went to my relative's house today for another gathering dinner,as well as celebrating my uncle returned from England,who is coaching Malaysia's badminton junior squad now. After having dinner,I went to my cousin's room so as the others.Lol...the room is big as usual but i found that there was 4 computers too.Lol...somehow it really look like a cybercafe.Haha.

I didn't play the computer though because i don't want to fight for it with my younger cousins. Lol..I'm afraid they will cry anyway. So,i just played with my younger cousins(in the above pic).

They like me a lot...they always come and play with me.I like them too.Haha. Lol...so I went to play with my little younger cousins in another small room.Initially..they was playing with my phone,looking through the pictures and games.Lol...while i was taking care over them,i laid on the bed. I'm kinda tired though. Then...somewhere,somehow they climbed over me and hug me like monkeys. I felt like i'm a tree in a forest. AM I?? Zzz...==! Then..they sat on my back. Now I GEt It!! They...wanted me to horse-ride them!!! ==

Lol...so i did what they want just to entertain them. They was really really happy and screaming so loud. I'm glad to see them so happy too.
So...I continued to be the dumb horse giving them a ride in the room.

After an hour....

Guess what?? i'm still in the room and they crazily still forced me to horse-ride them... I was so tired and exhausted! I started to get rid of them. So i tried to confront them and let me off. Sadly...they refused to accept my request. They locked me in the room.Sigh..... In the meantime,I realised I turned out to be a "PRISONER"!! Lol...there was no idea for me to go out. I can hardly tricked them too...they're quite smart seriously. So...four of them started to continued their game and i'm like a toy to them,pulling my hair,new cny shirt,pants and screaming out loud continuously. They so desperate to get a horse-ride and piggy-back. Zzz...

I ended up in the room for almost 3hours...in a bad condition.
Backache~ ouch!

* If you can see them in a different angle....you can spot two devil's horns on their head.

D. Evil

Hmmmph... Although they're EVIL!! -but still... they are adorable,fun and lovable ^^

They're quite pretty though =)

2010-02-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

Lol...i went to A Famosa today. Visited the Safari Park....
Haha...its quite nice and fun. Taking pics with various types of animals....^^
Besides...i watched many Animal's Show and rides too...

It was a beautiful scenery....
But...there was really a bad bad smell at the park.

Hmmph...animal's faeces??

Those animals definitely didn't bath for a long period i guess.... Zzz ==

Monkey monkey!!! Quite adorable this monkey....=)

Duckling..... Quak! quak!!

Lol...I laughed at my first sight on this monkey especially its "hip". But...seconds later,I felt terrified looking on its the hip.Somehow...i don't know what causes dat to grow so big and reddish. Though...many people took this monkey pics....especially the ''.....".

Lol

Haha...i took this animal's picture at a very short distance.

Although it looks kinda scary and wild..but its harmless.

Lol...staring at me with his sparkling yellowish eyes when i took its pics. =X

Then i quickly ran off...

And lastly....the TIGERS!!!! YEAR OF TIGER!!! Lol....

But somehow they don't look really excited....

Sigh...

2010-02-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

Lol...after having a reunion dinner at jenjarom,I visited a beautiful and well-known temple there... Sigh...forgotten whats the temple name ady.. Haha...
So many people!!! Luckily i still managed to take some pics.... =)

Hahaha.... Kinda look like 'Astro boy'!!!

Lol jk jk >_<>

Sorryy!! sorryy!! This is very beautiful.... ^^

Err...God 'Kuan yin' is just above it....and i took half of the body only. =X

2010-02-14T04:39:00.000-08:00

Arghh....STEAMBOAT AGAIN???
==! Yesterday just had steamboat...with my father's kith and kins.
And today had steamboat again at my kampung....my mother's side.

Lol just came back from my mother's side kampung...
Haiz...so boredddddd over there.Coz i can't get along with them and i'm not close with them!
Most of my cousins are adult....some of them even married already!
And my mum kept repeating her words to me today:-

Play with them??-Don't want!
Gambling? -Don't want!!
WAtch Tv?? -Don't want!!!
Hmmph....

ANG PAU???-WANT WANT!!!
Lol and dats what i want....Haha
Sigh....

2010-02-13T04:33:00.000-08:00

Lol....its Chinese New year!!! Whee~
Nothing special to me though.... ==!
But my mum bought me lots of new shirts and pants.... ^^

LOL....but no new football boots. Zzzz.... =(

2010-02-05T22:11:00.000-08:00

I did my job...y u guys blamed me?? Should i take the blame?
What i did?
I'm just responsible to collect books....Pn.Thilaga gave me the order.
You guys didn't pass up...especially Darshan and Wen jie,thats your own problem.
I'm not even afraid of your obscene gestures and threatening words.
Haiz...someone please take over my place.
Hope so....

2010-02-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

Don't ask me...you know i don't wanna answer any at all.I know you did lots of things for me..
You helped me...i'll remember that.
I'm just a useless scumbag to you....I kept hurting you always...always.
I did try to avoid it...but it just somehow...idk.

You know i'm just pretending...don't you?
But...I just hope you'll understand my signs...
Sorryyy

2010-02-03T22:22:00.000-08:00

Everything ended well today.... I had achieved my motive....
Besides...i got my bonus for all my efforts.
Thank you so much.....really.
Your smile and wishes motivated me to win a gold and bronze....
Although you forgot what i said earlier....it doesn't really matter anymore.
Thats is enough to satisfy me.....

Unfortunately...i failed an important task.
I'm nervous...i don't know what to do.
When i gestured to you...you look confused and look away.
Sigh...so i have to run with it...sweat on it...
Its my fault...you don't even have to feel guilty for me

2010-02-02T22:04:00.000-08:00

Last opportunity.... My best bet...
Tomorrow...will be my 'last throw of dice'!!
I've been praying for it....
I don't know what it'll turn out....i don't know.But i'm always hoping for the best result...

Just this once....
What must it be so difficult....?
I don't get it....

A MESSAGE TO YAP SAM SHERN!!!

2010-02-01T22:18:00.000-08:00

You are strictly not allow to visit or read this blog....
I'm pleading to you....Kindly...please don't visit this blog by any chance.
And i would also find a way to block you soon.....
Thank you.

Cheap gifts....priceless efforts~

2010-01-30T08:50:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning...my parents brought me to a factory,GM. It was the first time i went though.... Many pretty things..as well as my favourite football goodies^^ Then..i saw a girl's bracelet. A pretty,nice bracelet....crystals though.And i found that it cost rm3 only... I was determined to buy for a person.Actually...i don't know why did i feel so... but all i know she's a very good company....
But my parents was around...so i didn't dare to buy nor touch the girl stuffs.

So..in the evening..i was eager to buy the bracelet.The shop was about 2km from my house....not far from Aeon.So,i juz took it as my training for my upcoming sprinting event on monday.But it was quite difficult to bear especially the polluted air when i was running on the highway road.Those exhaust gases was unbearable and yet i managed to pull it out.
As i reach there....and about to go into the shop.One of the guard was staring at me like i'm somehow a thief. Maybe its because i was wearing very protective clothing....and i was wearing a cap.But i juz ignored it....and went in.I was sweating hard....and there's no doubt that i'd polluted the air-condition in the shop.
Yet....i'm so shy and hesitated to buy the girl's bracelet....
I quickly pay the bill and ran off asap and jog another 2km back home.
So tired today....................my legs are painful!

I just hope that she'll receive and appreciate it.....that is good enough to please me. =)
*Praying....

2010-01-29T06:07:00.000-08:00

2 days to go....for my preliminary round,saringan to commence.
I'll train as hard as possible to win something....and in limelight
Something?
Medals??
NO!!

Getting her attention will certainly be my main motive in my head....winning her attention is a glory to me. Medals will be just a bonus to me....

I spend long nights by myself,erasing my thoughts a thousand times......

2010-01-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

I thought i had confirmed my decision not to participate in sports day this year....
Today after assembly....i was about to leave for my class. While the participant have to stay back for a short speech by teacher....i saw her in the crowded area.
And....that is where all the things i made in my mind turns around.I decide to join....i don't know why, Maybe i was trying to get her attention..?? I don't know..
All i know is.... i saw a huge dose of strength and spirit that i need....really.
That will definitely boast me up....

But everything is mixed up....uncomfortable...and akward situation happens...
All do whatever it takes...to shake up the feelings.

2010-01-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

One of big bang's new song.... This mv is certainly beautiful....and touching as well as the song. Everytime i watch this mv...it almost made me burst out of tears. I think this song should be my top favourite big bang's songs..

Haru Haru........ T.T

2010-01-17T22:23:00.000-08:00

Iris........the best best korean drama I ever watched!!! Juz finish watching the last episode.Full of suspense...romance...and sadness too.Its kinda a little violent drama...but its still a good drama.Hyun jun...so masculine and romantic.Best actor i guess....?? But i hate the ending of the drama.... Thought it was a good ending...after hyun-jun managed to kill those evil terrorist,but it turned out to a depressing and sad ending.As hyun joon was on the way to propose to her girlfriend...he was shot. The sense of romance..depression...and sadness consumed me.+++'Don't forget'..IRIS OST!!! I felt like crying....so touching. Poor poor kim Hyun jun.....

'Don't forget',iris ost will definitely be my best 'Emo' song.....among all my korean songs. Breathless'by shane ward will remained in my top spot...

2010-01-03T00:43:00.000-08:00

Finally....holiday come to the end today. Last day to enjoy....?? Not really.... Haha...but i'm sure i'll be more discipline this year... Study will surely be my top priority!! 2010 year of nerd.... Sigh...2010 its the year of World Cup too. =(
I'll overcome and deal with all kinds of obstacles....i promised!

This is a message for my upcoming obstacles that likely to stand in my way:-
Bring it on....I'm ready!! -=]

2010-01-02T00:53:00.000-08:00

HaPpy New year...... Sigh....i was watching the coutdown in the tv screen. In the 1st minute itself....i broke a glass. Thanks to my brother...misplaced his drink. But i can't blame him...i guess i'm unlucky. =( Then...when i was about going to bed...i dropped my air-con remote control and eventually broke into half. Zzz....

Bright start huh? Haha...

2009-12-21T01:28:00.000-08:00

What a sad and dissapointing day again.... I took my report card today in school...and bought some books for next year. My results are really terrible.... Although the grades looks good...'6A 4B" but it is seriously very bad. My highest mark was maths...96%. Lol...but Est and Add.math so close to A1 too...78!!! Sigh..==! A2 quite a lot as usual....which don't really satisfying. My results really so-so only....=( Need to work really hard dy from today onwards....

2009-12-21T01:15:00.000-08:00

Yeah... Chelsea fc's new rising-star wonderkidz,'Fabio Borini'. A great italian lad...which juz aged 17. I'll always support u... But i have no faith in you to take over Didier Drogba place....during the african nation cup in january. Anyway...i hope u will improve more and more as well as me.Haha! Lol...Lampard in his 30s still looking great and cool ^^

2009-12-14T20:35:00.000-08:00

My internet finally working...after almost 20 reports made by my dad. Those jokers took a week+....

Then...i saw something which i shouldn't have seen. Her blog....she claimed dat she'd had a crush. It was like....the shadow will loom large over me.I was sad and really dissapointed.

I wanted to know... very much.I don't understand.. Maybe she's a very very friendly person,but her act certainly will cause many misunderstanding. She puzzled me.....
I'm so depressed...
And wishes her goodbye and good luck...

*I should have read the signs.. Anyway i guess it's over.
Can't believe i'm the fool again....
How was i to know?

2009-12-13T20:16:00.000-08:00

Its not a great day today......
She didn't message me....I'll been waiting with patient.
My internet still not working....those bunch of clowns didn't do their job again after my dad made many complains.So bored...=(
Later evening...i went to play football.I'd know i'm not in a good mood but i try...try to be calm.
I played aggresively...and my knee bled.Then...i got a shot on the face and my anger was raising... Then...i went on to kicked my oppenent's leg...coz he's not playing fairly.He was grimacing in pain. My act was totally unprofessional..i regretted it. And my team ended up on the losing side.
The next day...i wanted to apologise to him,but he didn't show up.

I'm feeling so bad....

2009-11-13T01:08:00.001-08:00

Its the 2nd last day of skul!! So boring after skul coz i'll be alone in the house....so I went to futsal wif my bunch of frenz.They organised the futsal in sudden...i dont even noe hows the real organiser. Swt==!.We din even prepared anything for futsal....especially me.

Waiting for bus.... Wanna go to teluk gadong for lunch..reach at a mamak stall.They ate roti canai...but i prefer maggi goreng.

After lunch...we walked to the Real Sports Arena.I didn't expect dat we have to for 2km to reach there.I can hardly walk...i'm still recovering my energy since the futbal tournament few days back.I really salute them.....for walking 2km everytime they go futsal.LOl

I think Sam,Jega and Mandeep owned the road....it seems like its their granpa's road,walking towards the middle of road.=.='

Since we didnt prepared anything....so we have no futsal shoe.We played with bare foot.As a result,everyone suffered from bruishes,blister....

Actually...the i didn't enjoyed much in the game.They simply simply blasts the ball.

Anyway..its quite fun with them.Haha.. ^_^

Football tournament....3rd place? Not bad la....

2009-11-11T22:02:00.000-08:00

This football tournament was carried out to analyse our skul footballers....for next year MSSD football team.Although i feel i'm gonna be ensure a place for next year team....i certainly not goin to participate next year.Bcoz i don really think our skul team have a chance to win any medal next year.Lol.
I played really hard in this tournament...i'm desperate to bring my team to glory,CHAMPION.Unfortunately...all our effort is juz good enough for 3rd place.Haih...
So dissapointed...and sad..not satisfied

My rm200 nike boots spoiled....suffered from bruishes,cuts,nearly had pneumonia.Do 3rd place really worth it after all??

Month of Nerd It's Over!!!!

2009-11-05T01:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah...finally exam is over!!! 'Puasa' 4 playing computers 4 bout almost two months.Including....missing few Chelsea's match.
Add.math today....But i think i did well in that paper.Hope i can achieve my target...'A".XD

My upcoming activities:
-Futbal competition(school)
-Botanic club-badminton,swimming,building body muscles
-Jusco(movies)
-train Bryan Ong on futbal
-Improve more and more my futbal skills

I'm giving up on life!!!!

2009-10-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

My life is getting from worse to the Worst. A month ago....i have problem wif my phone sim card and memory card.Now...its even more terrible.In a week.....i lost my calculator...then i lost....my futsal shoe-newly bought....Now...my loved ones.
I dont have a good feeling bout my bm paper today too....
Emotional for the whole-day..
Cant study...
I wonder if the the world is against me sometimes....
Where did I WRONG!!!!??????
Or GOD hated me...
Anyway if its true...I'm ready to be taken..
Since my life so dull....

*Cant believe i lost my futsal shoe which...my parent always scolded for wasting money here and
there.Everything comes to me....it spoils.....it lost.Always tried to prevent this...but it fails.
*She was accompanied by a guy today....I wish it was me who standing beside her....

Full of regrets in the past....

2009-09-11T00:10:00.000-07:00

There were a few times when I was standing walking by the roadside.I stopped and looked around....I realised normally I won't get to notice a lot of things along the way. For instance, birds flying around (*chirping), new buildings which I'd never noticed and many more. I guess humans have missed out a lot of things in their lives. They will never cherish it unless they've lost it then they'll regret. After that they only know how to appreciate it.

Friends do exist??

2009-09-10T23:38:00.000-07:00

According to this
Facebook application. Now you can buy & sell friends…

How silly is that!?

There are classmates..football-mates...etc.But do friend really exist!?
Friendship, What do you look for in a friend and what do you give to your friendships? I have been asking myself this question all morning. What makes a “good” friend??

Friend [frend] noun - 1. A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard (as defined by Dictionary.com). Since childhood, we would proclaim people we shared our crayons with as "friends". But as we grew older we began to understand that trust and loyalty play a huge role in friendships.

Unfortunately, almost all of us have gotten screwed over by someone we thought was our friend, especially those we call "best friends forever". We thought they were always going to be there and you never ever imagined them stealing your husband/wife. The naked truth, ladies and gentlemen? Friends do not exist.

Think about it. Your family is the only people that were there for you since the beginning on the day you were born. No matter how bad ties may get throughout the years, you can guarantee your family will be at your funeral. Parents and siblings do not forget you and you are always in their minds even after you are gone. Friends forget, find new "friends", and may remember you every once in a while.
The individuals in our lives whom we call friends can be better defined as pawns who take their turn at a temporary place in your life, give you immediate happiness that soon fades, and they make sure they leave with some benefit. Most people do not put their "friends" interest before theirs and make decisions that ruin friendships such as seducing their significant other or stealing money (Yes, it happens).
So the next time you think you hate your parents and couldn't live without your friends, consider yourself wrong. Your family will be there unconditionally while friends might show up if it fits into their schedule. After all, blood is thicker than water.
-written by Fabiola Hernandez

I'm not saying that we shouldn't have friends.What I mean was you have to be cautious when you're with your friend.How much do you trust your friend? 1oo%?? Think twice..unless he/she is your soulmate.But that is rarely found.

How Stupid am I??

2009-09-02T23:31:00.000-07:00

Although it was few weeks ago.....It still stay fresh in my mind......

Friday.....
I was waiting for my transport after tuition.I guess my sister is late again to fetch me.Suddenly,I saw a group of people with a 'DiGi T-shirt' are promoting DiGi.Then,a lady came to me.She was quite pretty and cute^^.I didn't want to be so cruel,ignoring them like most of the people did.So,I wouldn't want to dissapoint her and listened to her talkin bout DiGi's benefit.She was so desperate to make me change my line as I was using Maxis.I can't really stand the way she persuading me.As a result,I accepted her offer and I filled up a form and she gave me a notebook and keychain.Then,my transport arrived.I was really nervous and wanted to get into my car as soon as possible.But,she wouldn't let me go yet.She wanted to take a picture with me as a proof.Zzz ==! *so shy and the picture was taken very quickly.

Saturday....
The next day,I received 2 message.The 1st message was from Maxis.It stated that my maxis line has ended.The 2nd message was from DiGi,it stated that my Sim card was gonna inactive and should change my Sim card immediately.*WTH!!! Must buy NEW SIM CARD?? then,I spend my whole day asking my friend especially Eugene,but still can't find the answer to my problem.

Tuesday....
My mum dropped me at tuition.Before going to tuition,I secretly went to a phone shop nearby there.They told me that my sim card is inactive and has to go to the Maxis centre to repair it.Where's the place?? She told me to go to the new building beside Tesco and i'll find it.WTH!!! How to go??

Wednesday...
Still asking my friend a lot of question.That night,I on MSN just to ask my friend where else can I find Maxis Centre which it's nearby to Bkt.Tinggi 2.Then,Nicholas Chia told me to go to JJ to find.

Thursday...
The next day,I went by public bus after school to JJ as Nicholas said.My parent do not know about this yet.=X
Then,I saw a Maxis shop and I went inside.Not for long,I came out of the shop with big dissapointment.They said this wasn't a Maxis centre.Then,I had to walk 1KM from JJ to my house.The day was hot T.T I was sweating hard and as I walk,I scolded myself.*How Stupid are You? Why you wanted to listen to the lady? At night...I saw the DiGi's notebook and I went to check it out.And I fOUND a DiGi's Sim Card!!! Hahhaha...how stupid I am? I was laughing at myself whole day.

Now,I'm using Digi line.I was relieved after i found that my number didn't change.Haha..so I continued using the DiGi's Sim card.Hahaha XD But,the sad thing is I lost my Rm30 credit as I changed line.T.T
"How Stupid AM I??"
This question is still playing in my head now...XD

==!

DB$K 4th ALBUM-The $ecret Code

2009-08-20T23:34:00.001-07:00

Woohoo^^....Tohoshinki 4th Album-The Secret Code has released!!! BEst Kpop band 4eva!!
Dong Bang Shin Ki Rulez.....<^.^<

Lol..Junsu is getting bigger and fatter now...hahahha XD

I hope i'll get tis new album someday.....and hope you guyS BUY tis new album too!!!
Here's are the new album songs.... :D

2009-08-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Football,Chelsea Fc and loved ones.
Which one come first?
a)Football
b)Chelsea Fc
c)Loved ones
d)Others

It's TuesdaY!!PJK!! Football!! though....we're doin 'Segak'
The day didn't started so well...bcoz I hav stomachache.Swt=.='.
Early morning as usual...I will hav football-chat with some fellows.
Arguement..arguement!! Wilson was so excited...as his favourite futbal team,Arsenal got a massive win against Everton(6-1).He was boasting around and saying other club SUX!! especially Chelsea Fc.I was so pissed off and started to insult Arsenal too(Not with vulgar words-me educated peson...hehe^^).Then..after a while,he came to me to hav argue with me again,saying C.Fabregas(Ars's player) is much much better than F.Lampard(Che's player).I juz ignored him onli.Then,he wrote something on the table.After some while,I found out dat he wrote....FRANK LAMPARD FUCK TAN CHIA LUN's SISTER.With cool-tempered...I confronted him and asked him to erase it off.But..he was so stubborn and refuse to do so.Then,I took his Fabregas's poster from his bag and tore it(thr was no teacher dat time).Then,he angrily asked me to pay RM5 for the poster.I replied to him,COME AND GET IT!!

Then,my English teacher entered the class.We hav a short lesson,it was about prefixes.Then,teacher gave us some exercise bout root word and asked us to make a sentence.I have no mood to do dat.But then teacher asked some ppl to giv the answers as well as me.I din even prepared anything actually.Then,sumthing comes out from my mind with the word 'uncertain'.My answer was....FABREGAS's FUTURE AT ARSENAL IS "UNCERTAIN" BCOZ OF HIS POOR PERFORMANCE!! XD (-insulting Wilson) After the class ended,he came to me and apologised.He told me dat he misunderstood,he thought I was angry bcoz he insulted F.Lampard but actually was my family members.Then,we shake hands and went back home.
Then,i thought of sumthing....Isn't there was an error in my principle??I wonder why....>_<' My Principle:
Chelsea FC VS loved ones-Draw
Football VS loved ones-Football wins
Conclusion: 5o% of my heart is occupied by football,25% Chelsea Fc and 25% Loved ones.
Football is my top priority.

C)Loved ones

FunNy DraMa....LoL-by DBSK

2009-08-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hahhaha...MuST-Watch Drama !!! XD
Gay drama by DBSK....*swt
CATCH 1 more drama from DBSK..."Unforgettable Love"

BLueS SenD ThE DeViLS BaCk To HELL !!! <^_^<

2009-08-10T00:42:00.001-07:00

WOhoo!!! Look At Dat....HUGE DEVIL AND DRAGON on the field!!!! Cool....^^

Two England cenreback!!! Rio Ferdinand and John Terry...... JT is the captain of England,so Ferdinand PLZ respect ur captain.Hahahha..

Chelsea Fc started the game well....Unfortunately,Chelsea midfield a bit 'bocor'...dats y Nani got his shot on goal.The goal looks beautiful.But......if u look carefully,the goal actually ***** bcoz dat was mistake from Ptr.Cech.I was so suprised by the goal.I thought of Chelsea getting a cleansheet. The 1st half ended 1-o.

In the 2nd-half....Chelsea Fc dominate the game very well. Maintaining the great possesion on the ball.I knew Chelsea would get a goal.And eventually....in the 55th minute,Ricardo Carvalho got his goal to equalised the score.Intelligent futballer^^ Great diving header..... 1-1

This goal actually was not professional...bcoz Ballack has fouled Evra b4 the goal.But ManU was the 1 continue their game.And eentually...Chelsea got the ball and Drogba got the ball.It was a beautiful run by Drogba and passes to F.Lampard to finish it off to make the score 2-1.Many ppl are questioning bout tis goal and lots of arguement.But....check out wat happen later on...

Wayne Rooney SCORE AN OFFSIDE GOAL!!!!! The goal was on 92nd-minute.I was so worried and nervous dat time.I'm so scared dat the Champions League NIGHTMARE against Barcelona will happen again. T.T Whr Iniesta scored on the last-minute to knock Chelsea out of the Champions League Final spot!!! The match ended 2-2

So the game move on to penalty-shootout as thr were no extra time play in Charity Shield.Here are the penalty takers:-

ManU
-R.Giggs:missed
-Rooney:scored
-P.Evra:missed

Chelsea fC
-F.Lampard:scored
-M.Ballack:scored
-D.Drogba:scored
-S.Kalou:scored

Here's THE HERO...."Saloman Kalou".The scorer of Chelsea's last penalty....to seal the title from ManU.Sorry Devils... Too bad..hahahah.

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!! WooHOO^^.....
The New Community Shield Champions!!!
I wish I got my hand on the title... T.T

Yeah...yeah.Let's ROck N Roll !!! Chelsea Fc THE CHAMPIONS !!!! Perfect team....
I know there will be more celebaration,champagne and trophy comin up!!! LOve YOU ALL!! ^_^

Mixed emotions ^.T

2009-08-06T22:42:00.000-07:00

I dunno wat to say bout me in skul today...happy? Sad? Not sure... My 1st class was Chemistry. Gosh* Pn.Lalitha !! (the 1 alwayz not satisfied wif me...i dunno y) Firstly,she gave us some exercise in textbook.Then...she 1 to check answers wif us.Teacher ask 1 by 1 to answer the question.When it comes to Emerick.....he couldn't explain his answer.So teacher asked him to pick a fren to help.Thought he was goin to call Bryan....but he called ME!!! =.=' Okay...watever. So i go 4 a try...Unfortunately...my ans was wrong.But i don mind.. Wat makes me angry n upset was when....she remind Emerick dat NEXT TIME PLZ CALL A FREN DAT CAN HELP YOU!!! Everyone started laughing....I was so embarrased T.T

The Next period was EST....It was very fun n funny dat period.Teacher was teaching Nutrition a topic in textbook.Then...teacher ask some question bout the benefits of nutrition. Then...teacher ask why exercise is important to our body? Haha... Then..Chee wei thought of Jeevan(perverted guy) and gt an idea from him.Then he ask me sumthing secretly n ask me to ask teacher.. Then...teacher knew we want to ask a question. Teacher was so desperated to noe the question..so he hav no choice..but to tell teacher.The question was.....IS MASTURBATION AN EXERCISE?? Then...everyone started to laugh out loud!! LoL...weird day 4 me. XD

MaGgot AttaCk" :X

2009-08-06T22:21:00.001-07:00

MaGGOT!!! Haiz....juz a small creatures oni wat =.=' All the student so scared...I wonder why? Although thr are a big number of maggots...but it won't harm us.Do u agree?? Wat makes me laugh..was when my classmate(WEn Jie) picked up some of the maggots...and show it to my class teacher. So childish !!! Small matter oso 1 complain....Zzz =.=

THE FA Community Shield-CHELSEA FC V$ 'manU'

2009-07-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

The Blues, 2006 Community Shield champions will goes against the Red Devil's team,who is defending their title they won last season.Chelsea Fc VS Manchester United on 9th August....The FA Community Shield.Don't MI$$ It !!! BRING ON THE DEVILS !!! We're not afraid of you.....

*Err...if any1 are going for a Bet $$$....plz bet on Chelsea Fc.Trust Me....Chelsea Fc will
win the match.If I was wrong,I will pay for your debt.

Chelsea Fc-Pride of London^^

2009-07-30T23:58:00.000-07:00

Sing a long....XD

We’re afraid of no-one ‘cos we’re better than them all
Arsenal West Ham Palace Tottenham and Millwall
Take a trip to SW6 and surely you’ll agree
We’re called the Pride Of London ‘cos the Chelsea are supreme

Spurs came to the Bridge one day they thought they’d done their stuff
Chelsea proved to everyone that they weren’t good enough
They went two up in a minute but they missed a penalty
Chelsea held their heads up high and won the game 4-3

We’re the boys in Royal Blue we’re called the Pride Of London
We’ll always stand for Chelsea until the day is done
We wear the Blue with honour keep the Blue Flag flying high
We’ll always follow Chelsea that’s why we’re London’s pride

When I was a little boy I wanted nothing else
One day my daddy took me to The Bridge to see the Chels
We stood there in The Shed that day my father by my side
When I called out come on the Blues his heart was filled with pride

Now I have a son myself at Stamford Bridge he’ll be
There to cheer the Chelsea on to victory
He’ll wear the famous colours of the Chelsea Royal Blue
And live to follow Chelsea on to victory anew

We’re the boys in Royal Blue we’re called the Pride Of London
We’ll always stand for Chelsea until the day is done
We wear the Blue with honour keep the Blue Flag flying high
We’ll always follow Chelsea that’s why we’re London’s pride

We keep the Blue Flag flying when we take a trip up north
Old Trafford Hillsborough Goodison Anfield of course
Elland Rd St James Park and at The Riverside
Chelsea will be singing keep the Blue Flag flying high

If you come down to watch the Blues get on the district line
Turn left at Fulham Broadway Stamford Bridge you’ll find
All the Chelsea will be there to cheer the victory
We’ll keep the Blue Flag flying from the Bridge to Wembley

The Fulham Rd Supporters are the finest in the land
We always sing the loudest and for Chelsea we will stand
Anywhere the team turn out then we will follow on
There to follow Chelsea until victory is won

We’re the boys in Royal Blue we’re called the Pride Of London
We’ll always stand for Chelsea until the day is done
We wear the Blue with honour keep the Blue Flag flying high
We’ll always follow Chelsea that’s why we’re London’s pride

The boys in Royal Blue we’re called the Pride Of London
We’ll always stand for Chelsea until the day is done
We wear the Blue with honour keep the Blue Flag flying high
We’ll always follow Chelsea that’s why we’re London’s pride

2009-07-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

Chelsea FC beat Italian giants,Ac Milan,Inter Milan and host,Club America to win THE WORLD FOOTBALL TOURN4MENT.Chelsea Fc are the best in the world.So....wat so suprising if they win The Champions League 2009-2010 ??? With Andriy Shevchenko,Pizzaro cumin back to Chelsea fc after a year of loan spell in Ac Milan n Werder Bremen....with new signings...young D.Sturridge and Russian playmaker,Yuri Zhirkov.Chelsea are in full-strength except for Chelsea's 2008 footballer of the year,Joe Cole who suffered from injury.SUPPORT CHELSEA !!!

A twist in my story

TODAY IS GREAT! =D

Sorry

You always ask me...

I'm might not good in making u smile... but I hope I can buy you a smile.

When you're gone...

On vacation to Port Dickson =))

1st day of CNY

Happy Chinese NeW YeaR~ ^^

21st January, Sunway Pyramid ^^

Christmas celebration with friends ^^

Genting Trip with my family ^^

Happy Bday Dad!~ =)

I still...

A trip to Bukit Cahaya ^^

Award presentation

My first futsal competition in INTI University

Another fantastic high school gathering ~ V^_^

Holiday in Thailand !~ V^.^V

Fitness first! =)

The biggest gathering ever..

Back to Black Canyon ! =)

1st semester ended beautifully...2nd sem! Bring it ON!!

Photo editing.. =D

THE WANTED!!

My childhood dream had accomplished...=)

Finally, Chelsea Fc is HERE!! =D

On 13 January 2011.."G.Na choi" came to Stadium Negara,but i missed it.

On 20 April 2011..."Ding Dang" came to my newInti University,I missed it again.

NOW.."CHELSEA FC" coming to Bukit Jalil on '21st JULY 2011'...and I'm not going to miss it this time!! =D

HaPPy Lonely BDAY!! and Night hunting! LOL

The Return Of Top students...I'm included 2!!! xD

Black Canyon Coffee Experience...

One of the most important DECISION in my life..

Creativity starts from a BELIEF =)

SPM Result!!! =O

So sweet..... ^_^

4 newbies HEAD to subang!! ~

Sakae Sushi's Coffee VS Black CaNyon Coffee !!!

Arcade...wohoo...hw to go BACK??

Chef-Lun---> Loh Si fan

When will I get to find my G.Na??

HaPpy CNY !!! =D

Do you know why GOD keeps on extending your life up to this far? its not because you need it,but because SOMEONE else need You.

No more schools... Is working time!!

Christmas Horror ^^ !!

Friends gathering....

Trip to Genting Highland....Again ==!

Last day of skool... Should I be happY? Or Sad??

**List of things to be done before 2011 Revolution STArTS**

English SPM 2010 hot tips!!! LOL...

The Next List of ObStacles: "SPM Trial'"

Strange things.....

One,Two, Freddy's After YOU.....

AN EYe To The FutuRe.....

Getting eMotional.....

The end of football journey.....

BoOkWorm Time~

5s1...GrAmMy AwaRd ChamPion!!

***FoOT BaLL** Fi NaLE***

The 3-days training~

Tired?? PCC??? ==!

Still finding.....

A MESSAGE TO YAP SAM SHERN!!!

Cheap gifts....priceless efforts~

Football tournament....3rd place? Not bad la....

Month of Nerd It's Over!!!!

I'm giving up on life!!!!

Full of regrets in the past....

Friends do exist??

How Stupid am I??

DB$K 4th ALBUM-The $ecret Code

FunNy DraMa....LoL-by DBSK

BLueS SenD ThE DeViLS BaCk To HELL !!! <^_^<

Mixed emotions ^.T

MaGgot AttaCk" :X

THE FA Community Shield-CHELSEA FC V$ 'manU'

Chelsea Fc-Pride of London^^

List of things to be done before 2011 Revolution STArTS

*FoOT BaLL Fi NaLE***