TODAY IS GREAT! =D

TODAY IS GREAT! =D

Sorry

So sorry mum and dad...
I know you don't like to see me getting tired just to earn some money while i'm still studying.
I know you all have felt something not right in me these days.
You know i won't act so stupidly by working for 9 hours and only earn rm30 each day.

My mum and dad keep pleading me not to go work and concentrate on my studies...
But I kept resisting...and said NO!
But in my heart,
"So sorry..i cannot control my emotions. I just gotta end it  the way I started it.Just give me 1 week time..
I promise,I will get control of myself back very soon".

I'm might not good in making u smile... but I hope I can buy you a smile.

Today is my 1st day of working...
As a waiter in a Dim Sum restaurant.

And i just came back. I'm very tired.
I worked for 9 HOURS but only get RM30!!!
But i know don't have a choice...because I need to collect as much money as I could in less than 2weeks.

I felt very down..coz as a newbie,as expected I will...
-get scold for my mistakes
-get bully
-being alienated

and today a customer ask for 'zhu'...
I replied,"Zhu? zhu? HAR??"
Then,he repeated,"Zhu! zhu!!"
I was blurred and responded again,"HARRR???"
Then,he was pissed off...
he ask my colleague " Ta shi na li lai de??".

The moment i heard that...I was so so depressed.
The customer then correct himself and said " Zhou = (porridge)".
"FUCK YOU LA!!!"

It's difficult..but I tell myself.
HOLD ON! HOLD ON! YOU GOTTA BE STRONG!!

No wonder people always said..
When you are in love..you'll do anything just for that person.

On vacation to Port Dickson =))

1st day of CNY

Happy Chinese NeW YeaR~ ^^

New year resolution:
-make some money
-finish my diploma course faster by opting for more subjects
-get to know more ppl and make friend
-more social activities
-improve mandarin and learn cantonese
-be more patient to wait and care for her consistently
-lower down my ego
-be more helpful and open-minded
-get the right concentration at the right time

It's another great year to celebrate CNY...
New shirts..new pants..
Angpau!!
Fireworks!!! :)

May my family and 'her' always be happy and healthy...
I'm willing to exchange my happiness for their unhappiness...